Monday, October 13, 2008

My most horrible dream ever!

I don’t think I have ever been as relieved to wake up as I was this morning; this after having the most horrible dream of my life. It was not a nightmare because it was not scary in the conventional sense. I was getting married. The day that should have been a fantastic day and a beautiful dream was horrible (I really do not have a better word to use since I do not have the vast vocabulary of my English lecturer). I was wearing this R80,00 dress from an alleyway store. That would have been fine with me but I was marrying a man who didn’t love me. I hardly knew him, I mean I saw him in my dream but I don’t know him and I’m not attracted to him. He has ugly teeth. They started the wedding march and I began my walk down the aisle but I was called back as my groom was not ready yet. The bride is supposed to be late. When I eventually did make my walk he was not standing at the altar, Oh and my dad was not walking me down the aisle? My mom had chosen the music and it was all funeral songs. Then halfway through the wedding it was like people were ignoring me on MY day, even as I tried to cuddle up to my groom he kind of moved away. This isn’t what made my dream horrible. What made it horrible is that I was okay with all of this. I mean I felt perfectly content, almost happy, to be marrying a man who didn’t love me. I have to ask people what my dream means.

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Posted by Tough LOve at 6:20 AM